Cry Baby!

I was so upset and emotionally drained today. Today started off to not be a very good Friday. But it had a great highlight.

L forgot it was picture day... I scrambled to get her into something decent and then lost the first check I wrote to pay for the package so had to write another. True enough it's somewhere in the house or car, but where? who knows?
Then got a ticket for C not wearing her seatbelt AS WE WERE PULLING INTO THE SCHOOL DRIVEWAY!!! I friggin' hate Pantego's police! They are always out drumming for business! UGH! Stupid cop made the me late taking the kids to daycare so they missed breakfast. I got to work on time though. I don't even want to talk about that anymore.

I sat in the car and cried for about 2o minutes before going into the building today.

Work sucked... No good calls. Stan listened to me. Not too much he could say after hearing what I was dealing with.

The house is a mess... again. I am so tired of the sweeping and scrubbing and mopping and dishes and cooking and laundry. It's just starting to seem like too much. Bruiser is in my ear crying right now because she is sleepy and all I can do is ignore her or I may really snap. She won't stay in bed. She just wants to sit on me and I am not in the mood right now. But I picked her up anyway and now I am typing with a heavy 2 year old sitting on me... I'm uncomfortable but at least she is quiet.

And now Princess has joined her on the other leg...

I fried talapia for dinner with mixed vegetables and tater tots. I am so very sleepy. I have so much to do. After today, I just want to ball up somewhere and cry myself to sleep. I don't want to clean. I don't want to be bothered.

The best part of my day... I went to check my mail and I had the best letter from my husband. It was sweet. So very sweet and romantic and I cried while I read it. But happy tears. I miss that man sooo much.
I also went to Walmart today. Found the soap dish, work gloves and a Cinderella "Barbie" doll that I am giving Princess for Christmas.
I am so glad it's Friday. I really don't think I could take another day with work and home combined into one shitball. I am going to try and savor the weekend as much as I can because I know it will be over before I know it.
I am glad time seems to be flying by. I can't wait to have the husband in my arms again.