Broken...

My home is a wreck
Just like my heart
I take a look around
Where do I start?
Its all a'shambles
Nothing in it's place
You are missing too
I'm in an empty space
What can I do?
motivation doesn't come
So I sit amongst the rubble
Until you and I are one

There's the poem that came to me at about 4 AM. Brother o' mine and his wife is going to watch the litlle ones today so I can clean.
I am going to go ahead and post this... I will just have to start over with a summary blog. I have no idea where I am as far as the days go. It's going to take some organization skills on my part. It's my fault because I haven't kept up with this as I promised.
Fortunately, I have been able to talk to hubby quite a bit lately. He knows whats going on for the most part around the house and with my life. Not maybe my intimate feelings but I'm sure he knows I love him.
Obviously, today was difficult for me. So, give me a moment to get my thoughts together and I will do a big update blog for the days I have missed as soon as I can.
Love you, honey!