I am soooo lucky in love...

I was given some news today that is bothering me and I don't know why... Well, it's sad and disheartening... I don't know if I should share it here publicly so I will tell you about it hubby in a private means of communication. But it has totally bummed me out so far today.

This morning went smoothly. I didn't have to be at work til 8:15, though I made it here by 8. It's one day closer to the weekend. And I am ready. I have so much to do around the house. I swear I need a whole week off just to work at home...

One of the Seabee wives is wanting to have a ladies night out. Nothing crazy. Just the movies and dinner at Studio Movie Grill. She wants to go to the one in Big D. Not nuts about driving way out there but I do want to see the proposed movie and I do want to get out of the house. My brother said they'd watch the kids for me. Who knows. Maybe I will, maybe I wont.

I just tried to blog this in bed on my cell phone and somehow lost the whole rest of the day! I am so mad at technology right now! I will have to complete this later! Ugh. Really wanted to convey some feelings out there!
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Ok, now to try and finish Thursday's blog... again.
Ok. Let's try and remember now.
Work... Stan listened to my calls and couldn't find anything wrong with them as far as me following the process. He told me I need to be more aggressive. other than that, Ok...
After work, made lemon pepper chicken wings for dinner. they were delicious. I haven't heard from husband. Really wanted to talk to him about that news from earlier in the day. But later, even more tragic news.
Some crazy jihad bastard, an actual army major, went nuts on the base and shot 12 people dead and wounded 31 others. story was he was supposed to be deployed and decided he wasn't going... He was a Muslim, 39 years old, in Army since high school and had gotten his medical license in psychology through the Army and was treating soldiers for post traumatic stress. what is up with that?
So I am wondering if they have my hubby on some kind of lock down where he can't call me because of that.
I really wish I could remember what all else I had in this blog. I hate I accidentally erased it. Oh well.
I just know that I was really bummed out from that news I heard earlier in the day. Just made me realize how absolutely blessed I am to have my husband. what a sweetheart. I feel his love from so far away. And I am lucky that we are able to hold on to each other across the miles.
love u, husband.