missing my baby...

Sometimes it seems like I haven't talked to my husband in months, though I may have briefly spoken with him recently. I am feeling lonely. No matter who's around or what's going on. My heart knows what it needs, and that's my husband. I have been extra busy lately it seems. Today is Friday, thank goodness. I had an ok day though. I went to Shae's 10 year anniversary luncheon at Salt Grass. It was ok. There were only 3 girls including myself, Alisha and Sylvia. Oh well, Abbie, the manager went to supervise as well. The rest were all of Shae's buddies. It was nice to be off the phones, though I wasn't very talkative or feeling very social with everyone.
I am still just ready for Christmas to come and go. I was thinking about trying to go to the Union Christmas party on Saturday night with JoBeth and Veronica. But I don't feel much like partying. I have to take the kids to the FRG party tomorrow as well. I feel tired from just thinking about it.
A short week coming and then vacation! The girls bio-dad cancelled their first week of visiting. He called and told me that he was going to Houston for a week. Didn't ask why, don't care. But once again, I get the task of delivering this news to C and L. I was supposed to let them go this Sunday but now he's saying the Saturday or Sunday after Christmas. I am relieved, personally. The less time the better that they are away from me.
I am missing my husband more and more. This involuntary celibacy stinks! :) But I truly miss his company. One of the major reasons I am with my husband is his ability to make me laugh. That man is funny! All I can do is count the days until I can laugh with him again.