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That's how I feel. I am so tired. I am starting not to care. Not robot mode, not numb. Just intentionally not caring. I don't mean not caring about my hubby or kids. Nothing like that. I am still as in love with him as ever. My kids still crack me up. And I still smile each time I hear hubby's voice. It's this job and the housework that I could give 2 sh*ts about right now.

I am trying to keep up with everything. It's getting harder and harder to stay positive. You'd think being closer to the end of this it would get easier. But, no. Not so much.

I have a parent/teacher conference scheduled tomorrow AM with L's teacher. I have to go pay my monthly installment on my traffic ticket after that. I have to take Princess, Bruiser, Bubba and Pinky to the dentist tomorrow by myself. That appt is at 1:30 so I am hoping I will have some time in the afternoon after taking them back to school to go get a pedicure or something. I need some down time.

I need to spend every possible moment cleaning. I have been keeping up with the bare minimums on cleaning. Dishes and laundry seem to just eat my time. The floors need to be mopped so bad. My bathrooms need to be cleaned. And it's so depressing that each time I get anything done, it's messy again, literally the next day. I feel like there is no point.

I am watching Spartacus: Blood and Sand. It's a new series like 300 mixed with Gladiator but nowhere near as good. I am just on the first episode. Hope it gets better. I like the time period. The stories usually catch my interest. We'll see. I spent 80 bucks on movies today. 4 of them. I have such an addiction. I also paid for 2 weeks of daycare and my car note. Still have a few utilities next check and hubby's car. Ugh. I hate bills. Hubby is handling house payment. Yay!

Not very much interesting is happening. I helped L with her family tree project. She told me about it today... it is due tomorrow. I talked to my dad. Just wanted to get the names of all his siblings. The man has 4 sisters and 6 brothers. My god! My Grandparents were breeding! LOL.

I am hoping my mood changes. I know it's the week before Mary comes to visit. I am planning on going to AL's baby shower Sunday. I already have the gift- diapers and a little sleeper outfit. We have an hour of overtime scheduled for Monday and 30 minutes T-F next week. I am already tired just thinking about it.

We are supposed to have ice and snow on Friday. Great. Just what we need. Love you, hubby!