the 'love song' dedication and feeling positive

if you are familiar with 80's alternative music you may remember a little tune called Love Song by the Cure. I have always loved this song, but a few years ago it kind of became our theme song. Well, my personal theme song for our relationship.
-whenever I'm alone with you/ you make me feel like I am home again/ whenever I'm alone with you/ You make me feel like I am whole again/whenever I'm alone with you/ you make me feel like I am young again/ whenever I'm alone with you/ you make me feel like I am fun again/however far away, I will always love you/ however long I stay/ I will always love you/ what ever words I say, I will always love you... I will always love you-
I love that song so much. And I can't wait to be alone with my husband again.
I love the fact that he is in the military. But I can't say I am fond of the special events he has missed. The birth of our twins, Thanksgivings, Christmases, birthdays, anniversaries and just really good, happy days or difficult days for that matter. Regardless, I will always love him.

Today I was sooo sleepy. Work 8-12 after oversleeping by 45 minutes, we actually got kids off to all 3 schools & me to work on time. Grocery store, bank, post office, pick up girls, took Cici to dentist for spacers to be put into braces. Told insurance hasn't paid them for 3 months. Its after 5 when I get home and call insurance. They tell me that they have paid, give me check number, now I must call dentist office back again. I don't have time for this. Go pick up little ones from daycare. Make dinner, give kids baths, make sure homework is finished, do more laundry, more dishes, more sweeping up the massive mess the twins have made, more yelling "time for bed" to those who refuse to wind down. In other words, the normal routine day with maybe a few twists and turns. And after all of this and barely being able to keep my eyes open all day, now I am wound up.
I will attempt to fall into sleep's embrace
the finish line to this day's race
where dreams are far from commonplace
where my love and I are face to face
Only to wake before the dawn
And put my running shoes back on
to start again the marathon
while my love is gone, gone, gone
Tomorrow is going to be hard. It will be husband's last day on US soil. My last day of feeling he is relatively safe and close to home. The last day I can call him up after 5 and say "hey, you done for the day?" and have a conversation with him and let him talk to the kids. Today I am still feeling positive. Let's keep this train on it's track.